July 21, 2009

I'm a whole lot excited...

the last time I saw this man
~the love of my life~
our heads were in the clouds
literally and figuratively
~
we were on what felt like the edge of the world
~pikes peak~
after a death.could.happen.at.any.moment.19.mile.drive to the top
on the fourth of july
~~
he's coming home
on thursday
and
I can't wait
~~
I kind of feel like a teenager
knowing that my weekend will be filled with hand holding
and
making out in the backseat of the car
{okay fine...maybe a little more than that but you know what I mean}
~~
all I know for sure
is that I don't want to let him out of my sight
and
I want to eat at our favorite restaurant while we sit side by side
and
I want a back rub
{okay fine...maybe a little more than that but you know what I mean}
~~
love is good
isn't it
?

July 20, 2009

watch where you walk...

there are so many stones along the way
~~
~the little ones that find their way into your shoes and are irritating~
~the ones you mindlessly trip over~
~the ones that you step on just right that force your foot to slide forward
and
jerk your body backwards~
~the ones you kick out of the way while your focus is on the ground
because your mind is so full you're unable to keep your head upright~
~the ones so large and important
that they act as a path to move you forward as you step on them~
~the ones so tiny that when there are hundreds of them together
they feel as warm as beach sand in your hand~
and
what about the ones that are smooth
and
just plain feel good when you touch them
and
end up going home with you after a ride in your pocket
?
I think
if you think about it
stones are just like the people we come across everyday
and
the ones that feel the best
and
are warm
and
guide us on the path of life
are
the ones we keep
and
call
our friends
*

July 19, 2009

because I can...

and
mostly because you all make me feel like I can
I'm sharing more photos from the senior photo shoot
I did a week and a half ago

this doll and her mom will be here
wednesday evening for their consultation

and
as I finish the last of my pre-editing
I'm
a little giddy
a little nervous
a little excited
and
have my fingers crossed that I captured what they were looking for
*


July 18, 2009

nothing tying me down...

I have no plans this weekend
~~
I might go see "away we go" at the movie theatre
~
I want to take a road trip tomorrow just to take pictures
but
I'll probably end up out at the cottage cleaning
~
maxwell street day sales are happening downtown
but
I don't really need anything so this would truly be a people watching adventure
~
I have photos to edit for two consultations next week
but
those can wait until sunday night
~
I changed the sheets on the bed yesterday
so that's already done
~
I could go get a pedicure
but
I kind of like painting my own toes while I can still bend over to do it
~
if it stays cloudy and cool outside
I might end up in the studio making my little purse journals to give away
~
I guess
I'll start by taking a shower
and
then just let the day unfold before me
and
if anything amazing happens
you'll be the first to know
*

July 17, 2009

game day...game face...


game day
this is my nephew
~
my hubby calls him
T
and
yesterday was day 2 of his league playoffs
in which I joined my sister and her family to cheer him on
~~~~~

who attacks a new puppy with love and kisses at the ball field
?
the sisters of the ball players
that's who
{the one in the white t-shirt is my sweet niece}
baseball players are moving targets and trying to get clear shots of my nephew
while he was actually playing
{with a huge wire fence in front to me}
was not easy
but
I did manage to catch him during the warm-up
and
of course sneaking into the dugout was pretty easy
T
is the catcher for his team and I couldn't help but shoot him getting his gear on and off
in between innings
and
being hugely impressed with how fast he could do this


there were times you could feel a bit of seriousness coming from the field or the dugout
and
somehow I caught it
on the kid who never stops smiling
on this second day of play
they won their first game
and
a few hours later in another elimination round
they lost
but
what an amazing season these boys had to even make it this far
and
what a great day this aunt had
watching
cheering
shooting
and
remembering how it was just yesterday that her own kids were this little
and
how quickly they grew because she blinked
*

July 16, 2009

but of course...

you didn't think I'd do a senior photo shoot and forget a jumping photo did you
?
this is her best friend
who came along on the shoot to help if I needed a someone to hold my sun shield and
she was a doll
too
who I found out half way into our session
happens to be the daughter of a girl I graduated from high school with
~small world~
too fun

July 15, 2009

teenagers can be great and this one was perfect...


senior pics

I had a senior photo shoot last week with this doll
and
she was amazing

a complete natural
doing anything I suggested without a complaint

the morning of the shoot I was a bit nervous
~
I actually felt butterflies fluttering in my stomach
as I was traveling to her little town 20 miles north of me
wondering if I would find
the amazing spots that dance in my head for shoots
but rarely exist
not only did I find alleys and graffiti and textured walls and painted doors
I also found an amazing city park
in one of the back alleys we were in
can you believe this
?
an old school desk just sitting there calling my name
and
I actually laughed out loud while looking up at the skies
and
mouthed
thank you
as we were moving in for this next shot
I said
"is that a tattoo I see"
and
she sheepishly said
"yes"
and
I told her we were going to highlight it
not hide it for this shot
so that someday
she'd be able to look back and love and laugh and lap up all that she was
at
18
I still have lots of editing to do
as
I continue to play with tones and colors
and
I want to add some textures to a few of the 256 photos I took
but
for now
here's my sneak peek that I've been so anxious to share with all of you
*