mixed emotions...

oh march

you really are making me kind of like you

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did you blog this weekend

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i meant to

but my creativity to produce something worth reading or looking at

refused to wake up

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well

it did slightly open an eye and look at me as i tip toed past it

but when i went to give it a hug

it rolled over and moaned and shook a wagging index finger at me

and

i knew then i'd have to wait a bit

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i collected quotes saturday night

while my computer melted into my lap

well not really

"quote quotes"

it was more like

i read and wrote and copied down combinations of words that i fell in love with

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now granted

the quote above is real with a real author

but do you know what i mean by collecting words

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words that don't really know each other

or have very much in common

but

i feel like they should live together

where i can be their landlord and set them all up in cute little apartments

and

force them to be friends

because

i can just tell

they'll really like each other

once they're all playing together

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tell me that makes sense and i'm not crazy

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okay

i think another cup of tea is calling. it is monday after all.

the bills need to paid. the undone laundry is running around the house screaming catch me if you can. and as always the kitchen is teasing me. making me believe that my creativity will work in there. but after years of disappointment i don't fall for that game anymore. okay i lie.

i do fall. over and over again. because we do have to eat. but never do i leave that room with a smile on my face. well unless i've plated up take out. then we're all pretty happy.

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happy monday