because I can.....I do

~ photo editing~

here's the straight up truth

I'm addicted

~~~~~

is there a support group for people like me

?

hello

I'm beth

I have a problem

I'm addicted to photo editing

and

it's not my fault

~~~~~

I'd like to be 100% accountable for this self inflicted disease

of mine

but I have an enabler

and

his name is john

~~~~~

wisconsin is quiet this time of year

really quiet

and

with all my spare time

{which is way too much}

all I want to do is take pictures

and

who drives me all over the countryside

carrying my camera bag

and

changing lenses for me

YEP

my enabler john

~~~~~

see

if he said

"no"

"I feel like staying home and watching the golf tournament"

when I mention the idea of finding the next greatest park

in

the madison area

I probably wouldn't be that excited about driving around wisconsin in the winter

all by myself

but

he always says

"yes"

"let's go"

~~~~~

so see

it's not really

my

problem

~~~~~

honestly

I really think it's all his fault

and

if I were in a support group meeting

and

offered this up as the reason to my problem

well

this is probably about the time they'd kick me out

this is the before shot obviously

and

it's not that bad

and

looked really good on my camera when I took it

but

then

damn

I got home and started playing and editing

and

asked myself which one i'd rather see hanging on a wall in my dentists' office

and

of course I picked the edited photo

~

whoa

maybe this problem of mine is all my dentists fault

and

I can let

john off the hook

?