still searching....

i really wanted this year's word to find me. but so far it hasn't. 

i keep making myself available and whispering "here i am" while flapping my arms like a chicken.

but still nothing

~

most of you know by now about choosing your word for the new year, instead of making an impossible to keep new year's resolution. right.

if you don't, you might be living in a cave. kidding. not really.

~

anyhow, i have my list and the narrowed down version of my list, but still, there isn't one word that's jumping off the paper ready to live with me for 2012.

maybe it's my morning breath or something. 

{actually it could be the chicken like flapping arms}

who knows

~

what i do know though, is that i only have one day left.

{can you feel the excitement and pressure}

~

the past years my words have been 

see

focus

kurva 

{sanskrit meaning one who does or whore depending on where you look it up}

and

savor

~

so as 2012 gets ready to drop her bags, kick off her shoes and stay awhile

i'll be busy trying on words

~

i guess i should be thankful there isn't a "pick your one word for the year" king 

ready to bonk me on the head if it takes me a few extra days to find what i'm searching for, 

but i like to be prompt. really prompt

~

so sunday, after a wild night of watching the ball drop from the comfort of my own couch,

i'll be back. with a word. for 2012.

~

control yourself

i know you can hardly wait

*

last night we watched "the adjustment bureau" which left us both talking afterwards. about life. and our paths.

i like movies like this. have you seen it?